CHAPTER 10
 

-Making it official-


Niko was the first to wake; he stretched carefully, looked over at Kamil and grinned. He knew Kamil would be still feeling guilty and it was silly because Niko had no regrets. He decided he could make Kamil some breakfast to show him that it was okay, to show Kamil his affection. The Finn got up as quietly as he could, feeling a bit cold having only his underwear on. He took a blanket that rested on top of his computer chair and wrapped it around himself, again glancing at Kamil, checking if the other was still sleeping. When he saw that he was and heard Kamil’s quiet snoring he again grinned before sneaking out of the bedroom. Niko did feel a slight soreness inside but ignored it and definitely didn’t want Kamil to start worrying about it either.

In the kitchen he immediately got rid of the doomed chocolate cake made by Roni, throwing it without a second thought to the bin. The brunet looked outside; it was a beautiful winter morning, snowing softly. He sighed with sudden content; it was no day to be spent in school, but in bed! Away from stupid jerks like Roni or… Matt! He nodded firmly at his thoughts before his gaze wandered off to his cell phone that still lay on the kitchen table. He walked closer and checked it; Roni had tried to call few times and left him a text message. Niko sighed reading it through; the bastard was still trying!“Roni, just go home.” He wrote the short reply and sent the message

‘Now on to pleasant things' Niko cheered up. What should he make for breakfast? Something easy but romantic. What was romantic? Honey was romantic! hmm, toast? ‘Is toast romantic?’ he pondered. It can be! Toast, eggs, honey, fruits? Did they have any fruits? They had cucumber –it could be considered as vegetable or fruit.

The problem was they didn’t have a toaster, Niko sighed, his mind had already settled on making toast… People made it in the old days, and they didn’t have a toaster, right?

He tapped his index finger over his lips as he thought about this; a pan or oven? Pan sounded better. But what about the eggs then? Shrugging he decided to just proceed with the pan idea. Niko heated it on the stove, added a little bit of butter instead of oil, because butter always tasted better. And they both needed energy. He took two pieces of toast and placed them in the pan when it was hot and because there wasn’t enough room for the eggs he decided to place them on top of the toast. For awhile he studied the cooking progress, the egg was cooking too slow.

He decided to chop some cucumber while waiting, took a tray, placed the tea, cucumber slices and honey on it and again he walked over to the pan. Why did the eggs take so long to cook!? They should be flipped over he realised and turned the toast. The egg, when hitting the pan, spread from underneath and Niko sighed unhappily because it wouldn’t be look pretty anymore.

After awhile he turned the slices of toast back up; both covered in the egg white while the yolks were still on the pan gathered as a funny looking lump. Well looks didn’t matter, the taste was important; Niko decided and placed the toasts on small plates with the yolk lump on top. Trying to make it prettier he added some pieces of cucumber, lettuce and tomato. ‘Lovely,' he decided, feeling quite proud of himself. He also found some cookies from the cabinet and decided to add a few on the tray as well.

When everything was ready he took the tray and headed back to Kamil’s room.

“Good morning,” he purred stepping to the bed. The other male simply turned in his sleep and Niko left the tray on the table, before moving over to straddle Kamil’s lap. “Morning, morning, I made you breakfast, wake up, wake up,” he chirped and planted a gentle kiss over Kamil's lips.

Kamil opened his eyes slowly, a little surprised seeing Niko there wide awake and on top of him.

“Morning…” He muttered sleepily, smelling the tea and toast. His hands lowered on Niko’s hips. “Breakfast, huh?” He asked smiling slightly, “I was supposed to cook for you. You should still be resting and let me pamper you,” he said and moved his hand to Niko’s face, stroking his cheek with his thumb. “How are you feeling?”

Niko smiled and leaned down to kiss Kamil, “I’m fine, I made toast, with egg, I fried them on the pan and I think they turned out pretty okay. Want to taste?”

“Sure, just let me sit up.” Kamil asked, reaching for his glasses from the table while Niko got up to get the tray. The Finn lowered the tray on Kamil’s lap before sitting back close to him, studying Kamil’s expression and glanced at the breakfast then back at Kamil, expecting.

“It only burned a little, here, see… but otherwise it’s… well…” Niko pointed at the burned corner of the toast and then bit his lip with a worried expression that soon was replaced it with a smile.

Kamil took one of the toast, saw the little lump of yolk among the vegetables and couldn’t help but to chuckle. “It looks cute, just like you,” he said after noticing Niko’s confused expression, which then brightened up to a happy smile.

Kamil tasted carefully after knowing how unfamiliar Niko was with cooking… but to his surprised it was actually quite tasty.
“It’s good,” He muttered after swallowing and took another bite.

“Yay! I can cook them some other time as well! Toast à la Niko.” The smaller male grinned and took a piece of cucumber which he dipped in honey, sucking on the piece of vegetable while watching Kamil.

“Hm, I wonder what that mischievous expression of yours means.” Kamil tilted his head and tasted his tea. Niko only shrugged, grinned and continued to lick the green vegetable. Kamil tried not to let his thoughts travel to where they were dangerously starting to. “You can’t live on cucumber Niko, take the other toast.”

Niko shook his head. “No, I made them for you;you need energy,” he smiled and continued toying with his food.

Kamil checked the time; close to nine. “We have to get ready for classes soon,” he pointed out to himself and Niko.

Niko was quiet for awhile. “No we don’t,” he said and finally ate the cucumber in his hands instead of just playing with it. He reached for a cookie and offered a bite to Kamil.

“Well as far I remember it's Thursday, so yeah, school morning,” The Polish boy nodded before taking a bite of the offered treat.

“Yes, it’s Thursday,” Niko simply smiled. “Eat up,” he encouraged Kamil who looked at him suspiciously, but ate none the less.

Niko finished the cup of tea, waited until Kamil was finished with his breakfast and then got up to lift the tray back to the table, taking another piece of cucumber with him as he returned to his seat which was Kamil’s lap.

“What are you planning Swedish kid?” Kamil asked, stroking Niko’s naked back lazily.

“A day in bed,” Niko smiled. “With you.”

“But Niko, we have classes,” Kamil pointed out again and gave him a small peck. “And how are you really feeling? Still hurting? I’m really sorry about…” Niko placed his finger over Kamil’s lips.

“Shh… I’m fine, I told you.”

“Good,” Kamil whispered and brought his hand in Niko’s hair, their foreheads pressed together. “But we really have to get ready soon; don’t your classes start in an hour?”

“Yeah, but let them start, I want to spend my day with you alone.”

“I don’t want to stay behind in classes…” Kamil told him. I didn’t come here to slack…”

Niko sighed, his hands cupping Kamil’s face. “Always the responsible one, huh?” He smiled with affection. Kamil felt a little bit weird, still guilty thinking how he had just… used Niko last night, hurt him and here the Finn was now speaking so softly at him, making him breakfast and it should have been the other way around.

“And stop feeling guilty,” Niko said then with a pouting expression.

“I shouldn’t have been so rough,” Kamil sighed.

“Stop this Kamil, you didn’t do anything wrong,” Niko told him. “I don’t regret last night, what you and I did… If anything I regret the whole thing with Roni. I shouldn’t have been so blind with him,” he continued, “I shouldn't have dated him; ever, and I sure as hell shouldn’t have let him stay here. You know, he did not lose his wallet, he confessed to me last night.”

Kamil wasn’t that surprised. He sighed heavily. “I’m glad he’s gone.”

“Me too, but enough of that, let’s forget him, take some cucumber,” Niko grinned and gently teased Kamil’s lips with said piece of vegetable.

Unable not to smile Kamil parted his lips. “That's a good boy,” Niko teased grinning. Kamil took a bite and chewed. “Spend the day with me,” Niko pleaded then, moving the piece that was left along Kamil’s neck, down to his chest and then his nipples.

“We have responsibilities… “ Kamil sighed looking down at Niko who was now busy licking the cucumber juice from his chest, looking up innocently at him. ”You and your cucumbers…” He smiled softly, but could not deny that what Niko was doing felt good and started to distract him.

“You like me and my cucumbers?” Niko purred sweetly, nuzzling his head against Kamil's chest like a cat.
Kamil chuckled. “Yes, but honestly, we must go to school! I can’t afford missing classes again.”

Niko pouted, brought the cucumber to his lips and ate it. Then he looked at Kamil with a puppy dog expression.

“We have the weekend together, Niko.”

“But I want today,” Niko sighed, then grinned and pushed Kamil to lie down. “Let’s steal this day, please…. these little moments stolen from responsibility are more precious, more worth remembering… It’s snowing outside and so pretty, make this day count with me. If you go to school it’s just like any other day…and I’m not ready to go there… “ He leaned in to kiss Kamil, touching his hair. “Responsibility can wait, life can not…” He whispered. “Please, just this one day, it’s all I ask.”

Kamil sighed, looking at the younger one, his bright green eyes; so full of hope and he didn’t want to see that hope breaking before his eyes. It was getting harder and harder to say no.
“It’s difficult to say no to you…” He whispered, sighed and smiled. “So I won’t. Alright, let’s be careless, this one day.”

Niko smiled wider. “Yay! You won’t regret this, I promise…” He said and leaned down to kiss his lover fully.

Kamil wrapped his arms around the smaller man returning the kiss and pulling him closer ‘till their naked chests were fully align. His finger tips moved along Niko’s spine further down to his buttocks, rubbing them gently through his underwear and causing the Finn to gasp.

“Let’s get naked?” Niko whispered between kisses and Kamil looked up at him smiling at the others eagerness.

“Let’s…” He replied with a nod, noticing how Niko’s eyes seemed to brighten even more, the smile on his face grew. Tender hands moved along his body, down to rid him off his boxers, the piece of clothing landing carelessly on the floor soon after followed by Niko’s.

The warm slender body crawled over him once more, their hardened organs now rubbing against each other, “I love being naked with you,” Niko whispered making Kamil chuckle tenderly as his hands moved once again to rest on the round mounds of his lover's buttocks. Niko blushed when Kamil chuckled thinking that Kamil thought he was being silly. “Did I say something stupid?” He wondered and Kamil looked up grinning still before he reached to kiss him. Niko was darn cute that morning, he thought to himself.

“No, I love being naked with you as well, as you can tell.”

“I missed you, I missed this…” Niko breathed.

“Same here…” Kamil assured and another kiss was shared, deep and long.

“My lips tingle,” Niko snickered. “I love kissing you as well.” He whispered and went back for more, moaning as he rocked his hips against the one below him.
Kamil still stroked Niko’s butt, loving the feel of the other's body, enjoying the closeness; the stress was gone now.

Niko proceeded kissing down Kamil’s neck, slowly further down to his chest, caressing the hot skin with his fingertips, licking around the nipples, a kiss, another, further down along his stomach until his lips ghosted around Kamil’s organ. He grinned with delight when hearing his lover’s eager moan, when seeing his hips pushing up towards him in a begging gesture. Niko kissed the hard length from the tip to the base, his fingers rolling the testicles gently.

Kamil’s lips parted, a moan escaped, hands were stroking the sensitive flesh of his inner thighs gently as the hot mouth finally surrounded his throbbing length. His toes curled with pleasure, all thoughts and worries of missing classes forgotten. His hand reached for Niko’s hair and his eyes opened half way to be able to look at his lover; so perfect, so arousing. Niko’s other hand moved to reach for his, his dark green eyes filled with lust and joy. Kamil found himself grinning back at him as their fingers intervened. It would be more perfect if he could offer Niko the same pleasure, Kamil thought to himself.

“Wait,” he whispered and Niko gave a confused look, releasing him from his mouth, kissing the tip. “Turn around,” Kamil asked.

“Huh?” Niko blinked, his brain obviously didn’t work so well now. Kamil chuckled.

“69,” he whispered and Niko snickered at his own spacing out.

“Mm, I like that number.” He grinned letting go of Kamil’s hand before he turned the way Kamil had requested, on his side and urging the other to roll to his side as well. He brought his head up slightly to look over at his lover, grinning at him eagerly before returning to the task at hand. He gasped feeling Kamil’s lips touch his organ for the first time that morning and sneaked his own hand between Kamil’s buttocks, his lips caressing the hard cock before him. As he took Kamil in his mouth he felt the other do the same to him, mimicking each other’s movements and pace.

The saliva dripped from his mouth, moistening his fingers with it, Niko started to gently tease around Kamil’s opening. He realised his own growing curiosity to one day be able to try what it would feel to play the role he had yet lacked experience in playing. He wondered if Kamil want it. Would he let him if he were to collect the courage to ask? When the tip of his finger pressed inside he heard the other’s muffled moan and thought that at least Kamil didn’t seem to mind this, he had fingered him before here and… His mind was getting distracted, his hips made a shallow thrust forward to the warmth moistness that Kamil’s mouth was offering.

Kamil felt Niko’s finger moving in and it felt odd at first but not bad, just odd, good in away as well. This wasn’t the first time Niko had done this. Did Niko want to turn the table? It caused a tingle of insecurity; the role was unfamiliar to him…. Should he say something? If he didn’t … Would Niko suggest it today? Kamil wasn’t sure he wanted it, this felt good but... He still hoped Niko wouldn’t suggest it, not yet….

He brought his hands on Niko’s butt, knowing that the Finn was most likely still sore inside and he didn’t want to intrude so he settled on squeezing and rubbing his firm buttocks. He didn’t want Niko to ask the question now, settled on trying to make the other to feel even better to forget the possible thought he might have…

Niko felt Kamil’s hands squeezing his buttocks and gasped, this was heaven he decided, his finger continuing his explore of Kamil’s tight channel, moving gently in and out; boldness growing.

There were gasps, moans and creaks of the bed as they moved, the pleasure was overwhelming for them both. Hot all over, wanting it to last, tingling starting from the toes and moving like a wave throughout the body. Niko felt Kamil organ twitching, the first taste… salty, he tried to swallow all but the sheets would still have to be changed later. He slowly and tenderly licked Kamil's organ clean, kissing it, feeling the other doing the same to him. He grinned, pulling his finger out gently, and looked over at Kamil. It felt good to see and feel how much the other had enjoyed, it felt good to see Kamil smiling back at him.

Lazy and relaxed Niko turned crawling back up, face to face, lazy kisses, hand brushing his hair gently. For awhile they were both silent, just caressing each other, sweaty body’s wrapped around each other.

“I could spend the whole day like this…” Niko finally whispered resting his head on Kamil’s chest, closing his eyes as he listened to the beat of his lover's heart.

“It feels nice,” Kamil admitted looking down as he played with Niko’s hair softly. It was an odd pleasant moment, confusing feelings waking, confusing because they were so new that he was almost frightened to truly identify them.

Another moment of silence; how many minutes? It was hard to tell but even this silence felt comfortable between them.

Niko shifted, his head searching for the pillow next to Kamil while his hand still laid around the other. He looked up at Kamil’s face, grinned when their eyes met and a moment later closed his, holding back the urge to tell Kamil that he loved him. He didn’t want to make the situation uncomfortable, didn’t want Kamil to feel the pressure in case that feeling wasn’t yet mutual and somewhere deep inside he knew Kamil wasn’t ready to say those words to him. At the same time he longed for some certainty, he hated how insecure he sometimes felt about where he and Kamil stood with each other, He bit his lip, suddenly nervous.
“Kamil… can I ask you something?” He whispered, stroking the palm of The Polish boy's hand.

“Hm?” Kamil had started to feel sleepy and opened his eyes when hearing Niko’s question. “Sure you can,” he smiled at him.

Niko looked up hesitantly just for a moment before drifting his gaze to the wall. “This may sound silly, um, I know it does but… uh… do you think that we’re boyfriends now?” He asked. “Like not just flatmates who… do stuff, naked, together….um…” He was stammering and it sounded so silly that he felt embarrassed. “I mean, I would like to be your boyfriend, like exclusive and all this stuff like with Roni here and stuff,” he realised he was repeating himself and wanted to kick himself for sounding so stupid, “was so confusing, for you as well I imagine and… I- I don’t always know what you’re thinking and I realise this sounds so fourth grade to ask if you’d be my boyfriend and if you’re not ready I understand and won’t pressure you or anything I just… I would…. it would help to know.” At that point Niko wanted to hide, he knew he was blushing like crazy and feeling like the biggest idiot ever and he just didn’t dare to look at Kamil.

Kamil felt surprised, but as Niko went on and he noticed how the smaller man was blushing and his hand kept drawing those little circles on his palm nervously, Kamil’s smile grew. Was there anything as cute as Niko? He urged Niko to lift his face up to him by touching his chin and when he did Kamil leaned down and kissed him fully on his lips.

“Yes,” he answered with a confidence he never had before, “Yes to being exclusive,” he grinned aand kissed Niko once more, who instantly wrapped his arms around him and made a funny little sound that could only be interpret as something akin to happiness.

So there they were another step forward, every worry that Kamil had seemed to disappear at that moment when Niko had expressed his wish; he didn’t want anyone else, Niko wanted him, HIM! Not Roni, not Matt, but him! At that moment the rest of it didn’t matter.


TBC.

Web published: September 22nd, 2009.

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