Chapter 49
The
week passed by quickly and Misha found himself having somewhat
conflicting thoughts over the therapy session that waited for them. The
last
meeting had helped, they hadn't argued about the Chris incident anymore
and
Joni seemed to have forgiven both him and his father. This session
would be a
whole other thing though and Misha still wasn't sure if the woman could
help
them. How would she help? How could a heterosexual woman help two gay
men in
the field of sex? It was a puzzling thought to Misha, but perhaps he
was just
overly prejudiced and he would be more than happy to see his doubts
proven
wrong. He wanted to be able to enjoy a healthy sex life with
Joni, free of
the worries and nightmares of the past. If she could do that for them,
Misha
would forever remain grateful to her.
After
Pauliina had bid farewell to another patient and let him out
through another door, she opened her entrance door and, smiling,
welcomed Misha
and Joni. "Hello Joni, hello Misha. Come in and sit down. Would you
like
something to drink? Orange juice, water, coffee?"
"Coffee."
Came the almost unison reply that made Joni chuckle
and Misha smile. "Thank you," Joni replied before taking a seat
following the blond with his eyes. Misha took a seat next to him,
looking
around in the room while his fingers tapped against his knee; a nervous
sign
that Joni could relate to. He knew that many others might have given up
on him
already, not many would be ready to go through this much trouble for
someone
and it made him appreciate Misha even more, though at the same time the
small
worry that it wouldn’t work kept nagging in his mind.
Pauliina
filled two cups and served them to the men, taking a glass of
water for herself before sitting down. "Okay, so how did things go
after
last week's session?"
Joni
again glanced at Misha who was sipping his coffee.
"Better," he nodded. "I mean, I've forgiven them for the...
incident." He replied and shrugged. "It can't be undone either and
yeah...we've talked about it," Joni nodded. "I know they did what
they did, thinking it would help me."
"Fine.
You should keep talking about feelings, as hard or annoying as
it can be sometimes." She smiled. "Today we want to tackle an even
more intimate topic, your sex life. I want you to know that I won't ask
for
technical details because that isn't the problem and I most likely
cannot
'teach' you new techniques. It is more about feelings." She smiled
again.
"First, can one of you let me in on what the problem is?"
Misha
looked at his boyfriend who looked just as uncomfortable as he
felt. Sighing he decided to do his best to tell his view and thoughts
as
honestly as he could. "Joni has nightmares still, perhaps... Sometimes
we
get close and I don't know if I'm too..." Misha cleared his throat.
"Excited? If I scare you or? I wouldn't..."
Joni
shook his head. "I know Misha wouldn't ever consciously hurt
me... I know that... So it's not that I'm afraid of him... It's... I
can't
explain it...” Joni took a small pause to gather his
thoughts. “I don't know...
I feel this... guilt when we start to... well, you know... Like I'm
doing
something wrong..." He sighed deeply, feeling frustrated for not
knowing
how to explain what he was feeling when it made little sense to himself
as
well.
"Okay,
Misha, I'd like to concentrate first on Joni. So Joni,
you're feeling guilt? Guilt towards what or whom?"
Joni
hesitated and took a sip of his coffee. "Chris..." He
replied quietly, making Misha frown.
"How
can you feel guilty for that asshole?" The blond
asked seemingly puzzled which made Joni feel somewhat annoyed, because
it
bothered him as well.
"Did
you cheat on Chris when you were together?"
Joni
shook his head at first. "Well... He thought that I did and he
accused me of it often... and... Well, once I did... with Misha... just
before
the cabin thing... Chris knew... I don't know... Well, I do know I have
the
tendency to flirt or I used to have that tendency, often I might not
even
realise how I act and how it might seem. However, I didn’t
cheat, not before
Misha."
"So,
why do you feel guilty towards Chris when you did not cheat on
him until those last days?"
"It's
complicated..." Joni admitted. "But... If I'm the
first he... treated that way... maybe I did something to cause it?"
Joni
sighed looking at the woman wanting her to make it... make sense, make
it
clearer. "He wasn't cruel before..." He tried to explain while Misha
gave him a sad look wanting to shake Joni to stop him thinking that way.
"Did
Chris talk to you about former lovers? Did he even have a long
time relationship before you?" Pauliina asked.
Joni
thought about it for moment and then shook his head. "He
didn't like to talk about his past much... He hadn't lived with anyone
before
and... Well, I met one man a few years ago; they had some kind of past
between
them... Sex, I think." Joni spoke quietly. Most he knew of Chris' past,
he
had heard from Adam... Chris had wanted to know everything about him
but kept
himself in check.
"I
see. And did you meet his family? Friends?"
"He
didn't want me to meet is family... They didn't know he was
gay. And his friends... His best friend is married to my cousin, I was
once in
"To
me it sounds like he didn't let anyone very close to him,
especially not romantically. You were the first and he got more and
more
possessive of you, something we talked about in our single sessions."
She
nodded. "So most likely it was nothing you did to make him that
aggressive
and brutal. He always was but had it under control because he had let
no-one
close. So it is not your fault, the only sad thing is that your
affection and
love toward him made him think you are his possession, an object he can
treat
as he sees fit."
Joni
took a deep breath and nodded, feeling sadness about the past and
Chris. Misha took his hand carefully, stroking his palm gently with his
thumb
and Joni again glanced at him. "You heard her, none of it was your
fault."
"Joni,
more important is that you realize deep down, that normal
people, normal men don't act like Chris did. He was also your first
long time
relationship, right?" When Joni nodded she continued. "A normal
relationship doesn't define itself over control and punishment. Misha,
what is
important for you in your relationship with Joni?"
Misha
glanced at the woman and then at Joni. "The
closeness," he started. "Just... to be able to share things with him,
friendship is part of it but of course there is more," Misha didn't
feel
like he was great with words and he took some time to think about what
he
wanted to express. "Joni is important to me and his happiness and his
well
being... I don't know how to say it otherwise?" He glanced at the woman
again, wondering if what he said sounded right.
Pauliina
nodded. "See Joni, there is no word of possession,
reproach or mistrust. Your well-being, closeness, friendship, sharing.
That is
what Misha likes about you two. What do you feel when you hear it?"
Joni
smiled slightly and shrugged. He glanced at Misha. "It
feels... nice." He nodded. "Misha is... caring... sometimes he can
overdo it though..."He snickered at this and Misha cocked his brow.
Pauliina
chuckled. "Yes, and does it feel different to what
you had with Chris?"
Joni
got serious for a moment and nodded. "Yes... it feels like I
can be myself, I don't have to watch what I do or say so much... And I
don't
know why being intimate makes me feel so nervous."
"Because
your body and your mind remember what Chris did to you.
For instance, you, Misha, and Chris have a similar statue, you're
taller than
Joni, more built, muscled. And if you sometimes behave
overprotectively, then
it can feel to Joni like the possessiveness of Chris. Joni's mind knows
the
difference, he sees the different eyes, hair and all and knows you
won't ever
do anything to him like Chris did, but his sub-conscious, which in very
emotional moments, such as during sex, influences the behaviour
greatly, sees
and feels similarities."
Misha
nodded carefully, noticing Joni's somewhat embarrassed look though
there was no reason for it. "Well, what could I do to make him feel
relaxed with me?" He decided to ask since he was honestly running out
of
ideas himself.
"That
needs time - but also... well, I'll call it exercise. First,
sex is always about you two. Not only Joni needs to relax and feel
good, but
you Misha need that, too. When you're worried he is scared or not
comfortable,
it won't do you any good. So, I'd like to give you some homework." She
chuckled at Joni's and Misha's look. "I'll define some conditions and
some
actions you have to do. This week, I want you to cuddle. Not just
laying
together in a bed, but active cuddling. You should wear comfortable
clothes,
but legs and torso have to be clothed.
I
want you to touch each other, kiss if you want, but keep your hands
above the waist line and over the shirt, not under. The room should be
very
well lit, so that you can see each other well the whole time. So that
Joni can
see Misha and Misha can see Joni. I also want you to hear each other.
Talk. Or
sing. Smell each other. All five senses should be used, to make your
bodies
remember the other. If arousal should raise, and I guess it will, let
it raise
and enjoy it but don't act on it. You can masturbate afterwards, but in
private, okay? I want you to keep it slow and when you both know what
is
allowed and going to happen, there won't be frustration or fear or
panic."
Sing?
Misha wondered, having the urge to snort at the thought, but he
managed to stop himself. He thought about what the woman said, no doubt
it was
literally going to be hard, but... he could manage. He glanced at Joni
who was
looking back at him. "Okay, sounds like a nice homework to do, but
don't
expect me to sing," at this Joni relaxed slightly, chuckled and nodded.
"Okay,
it would probably spoil the mood anyway," the younger
man grinned.
"I
thought you might like it. I'd like to talk about how it felt same
time next week? Depending on that we will define a new homework."
Misha
nodded. "Next week is fine," he said wondering if they
could try the homework that same evening, although keeping his hands in
check
might prove to be some kind of a struggle.
"I
guess I better spend some time at your place then," Joni
wondered aloud with a somewhat coy grin over his features.
"Okay
guys, before you start trying your homework on my couch, you
better get going." Pauliina chuckled and stood up, shaking both men's
hands. "See you next week!"
Misha
smiled and nodded. "Next week," he agreed, before leading
Joni out of the office. Well, it hadn’t been as bad as he had
feared.
"Should we pick up some of your things from your home?" He wondered
while walking out with Joni.
“Yeah,
a toothbrush and change of clothes would be nice…”
“I
think we should buy you a spare toothbrush for our place
and… you
could also leave some of your clothes in my room, it would make things
easier,
don’t you think?” Misha asked and Joni looked up to
him smiling.
“Yeah,
good idea,” he agreed leaning slightly towards the blond.
“We
have, after all, lots of homework to do.”
“True,”
Misha smiled feeling more positive towards the future now.
They
had the whole house to themselves since Ivo was again at
Jami’s
place. Joni had gone to the shower and Misha was setting up some
peaceful music
in his room after a change of clothes into comfortable sweatpants and a
white
t-shirt that was hugging his torso. He decided to light some candles as
well
while waiting for his lover. Sighing Misha sat on his bed and glanced
at the
clock that was past nine, he listened to the running water from the
nearby
bathroom and finally lay down to wait when hearing the taps being
closed. Five
minutes later Joni entered the room. The brunet glanced around and
sniggered.
“So
romantic…” He grinned, slowly stepping closer.
Misha grinned back
and sat up slowly.
“A
fresh start,” he said smiling. Joni was wearing grey
sweatpants and a
black tank top, his hair was still moist after the shower. Misha could
read a
certain amount of insecurity behind Joni’s eyes and smile.
“Come here,” Misha
asked softly tapping the spot next to him. “Just cuddling,
remember.”
“I
feel strange…” Joni whispered, sitting on his
knees next to Misha,
who moved his hand along his neck to his damp hair.
“Yeah?”
Misha whispered and grinned leaning closer to kiss Joni’s
neck
and chin. “Me too, but not bad, right?”
“No,”
again Joni released a soft burst of laughter.
“Tickles…” He
whispered when Misha ran his fingertips on his side. He himself felt a
little
lost with his own hands, hesitantly lowering his left on
Misha’s strong
shoulder, while the other rested against his arm. Another kiss, soft
and brief,
Misha was observing him with a grin on his face.
”Relax…Nothing bad happens
here.” The blond whispered, running his finger softly on
Joni’s cheekbone.
“I
know… I just feel… silly,” again Joni
sniggered to hide away his
nervousness, not knowing why he felt so nervous when he knew that they
were
just going to cuddle.
“Why?”
Misha asked calmly, continuing the gentle caresses.
“Candles
and music and… you… and I…
it’s… strange,” Joni grinned and to
silence another bout of laughter Misha kissed him.
“Just
relax and enjoy…” He whispered, gently
lowering his finger
on Joni’s lips. The younger man smiled slightly and nodded,
pursing his lips to
kiss Misha’s fingertip. Again a quiet snigger and Misha
responded by grinning
and leaning closer for another kiss. The kiss remained slow but longer
this
time and Joni seemed to relax into it.
The
smaller man brought his hand into the soft blond hair, continuing
the gentle kiss and slowly moving down to lay side by side with Misha.
“Is this
comfortable clothing?” Joni asked with a whisper and grinned
while his hand
moved down on Misha’s chest to feel the muscles beneath the
tight shirt.
“Like
a second skin, yes, it feels comfortable,” Misha grinned back
resisting the urge to slip his hand beneath Joni’s shirt to
feel his skin,
instead he moved his hand along his flat stomach to his chest and neck,
continuing to run his finger along Joni’s spine stopping at
the curve of his
lower back before continuing back up.
Joni
leaned forward for another kiss, this time a little more intense
causing Misha to moan, pulling the other slightly closer, his hands
grabbing Joni’s
t-shirt almost desperately. Misha could feel the blood already rushing
down,
desire burning strong and it was difficult to control his hands, to
keep them
above the waist and not moving under clothes. Joni seemed to sense the
change in
him which caused him to still his own movements to some extent. Misha
broke the
kiss and kissed Joni’s forehead and the tip of his nose,
running his hand through
the soft dark hair. He then remembered Pauliina’s words and
started sniffing
his boyfriend with a playful smile over his features. Joni laughed at
his
actions, the hands that travelled along his stomach and back, the sound
that
Misha made while smelling him all over.
“You’re
tickling me!” He burst out and Misha chuckled, locking eyes
with
his and planted another kiss over his lips.
“Your
smell is intoxicating… Fresh, clean,
Joni…” The blond
whispered and Joni grinned.
“You
smell pretty good yourself too,” He whispered back and Misha
leaned
closer so that their noses brushed gently against each other.
“Need
a moment to calm down…” Misha whispered smiling
and Joni nodded
moving his finger along Misha’s torso, his eyes following the
movement.
“I’m
drawing a map of you in my mind…” Joni grinned
looking up to his
lover’s curious blue eyes. Joni’s grin grew wider
as he very gently pinched
Misha’s nipple through his t-shirt. “When I have
the needed information and
roads marked it’s easier to navigate without getting lost
from the right path.”
“Oh?”
Misha gave him an amused look, still feeling very much aroused but
doing his best to control it.
“Yes,
now I’m scratching the surface, staying in the familiar and
safe
roads, next time I might dare to venture further…”
Joni started to play with
the hem of Misha’s t-shirt. “One is terribly
curious to venture further, but
hesitant too…”
“There
is time, so no need to run…” Misha smiled.
“This feels good,
feels good to be close to you.” They shared another slow
kiss, Misha stroked
Joni’s ear between his fingers which made the brunet moan out
loud. “Oh… you
like this?” He grinned and Joni nodded, his eyes half closed
sighing contently
when Misha started to massage his ear gently. “Like a little
cat… no… a fox,”
The blond chuckled and leaned closer to kiss Joni’s earlobe.
“Foxy…”He
whispered curious to find the other spots that would bring pleasure to
Joni.
“Does your other ear feel neglected now?”
“Yeah,
it needs attention too,” Joni grinned back and turned to lie
on
his back, tilting his head to the side to give better access. Misha
moved
closer, careful not to lean too much on top of Joni. He started
massaging the
other ear and kissed softly at the side while moving closer to
Joni’s mouth.
The small moans from the brunet’s lips made Misha snigger.
“You make the cutest
sounds…” Joni frowned and looked up to him.
“It’s a compliment, silly.” Misha
grinned and planted a kiss on the warm lips. “You are dear to
me…”
**^^**^^*
Misha
and Joni sat opposite Pauliina, each with a cup of coffee in his
hands. "Okay, you two. Did you finish your homework?"
Joni
grinned, glancing at Misha who was grinning back at him. "More
than once," Misha replied then.
"I'd
say every night," Joni added then seemingly pleased of
how much he had been able to enjoy the whole process, actually starting
to feel
anxious for more the last evenings which had surprised himself as well.
"Good.
I'd like Joni to start and tell me how it was for him.
Remember, you don't need to reveal 'technical' details you don't want
to. I am
more interested in feelings."
"Well,"
Joni started. "I think the first time I was a little
more...reserved in the beginning?" He suggested glancing at his
boyfriend
who nodded calmly and smiled. "But then... second time I started to
relax
more and thought it was nice and then I think I was waiting for it
more... The
last times I found it difficult to remember we should keep the touches
controlled... I felt like... I really wanted more, I haven't felt like
that in
a long time... so relaxed, I guess, and normal... like before...When I
was a
teenager..."
Pauliina
made a few notes and nodded. "And you Misha, how was it
for you?"
Misha
cleared his throat. "Fun," he said then and 'hard' he
almost added, but decided it might sound improper. He glanced at Joni
who was
grinning at him. "Joni has been clearly relaxing and much more
responding
the last times which has felt really encouraging to see." It had
started
to feel like making out with an eager first timer who hesitated over
whether or
not they were ready for the real thing, wanting it but still perhaps
afraid of
it.
"Well,
I want to know YOUR feelings. And fun is a bit... too little."
Feelings,
why did women always want to discuss feelings? Misha shifted
on his seat uncomfortably trying to think what to say, how to describe
what he
felt. "Well, I did enjoy it, very much and at times I did have to
struggle
with myself not to touch under clothes and remind myself of the
situation. At
times it felt difficult, but nicely difficult, if that makes sense? I
want Joni
to be able to enjoy and it pleased me very much to see progress within
few days."
"That's
what I meant." Pauliina smiled. "Joni needs to
trust you and he already does, which is a big deal but hearing that you
had to
struggle but still kept your hands at bay will make this trust grow
just
another bit. Before we talk about next week’s homework, I'd
like to get to know
you a bit better, Misha. Did you have a long time relationship before
Joni?"
"The
longest has been around 10 months," Misha confessed.
"I've never lived with someone I've been involved with and Joni is...
Well..." Misha sighed. "I've never loved someone before," he
said quietly, feeling somewhat embarrassed to say that word because he
really
wasn’t the type of person to speak of love often. "...before
Joni."
He decided to add.
Pauliina
smiled and was silent for a moment. "I see. Can I ask how
you were in these previous relationships? You strike me as a more
dominant
person, someone who likes to be in control."
Misha
frowned and Joni grinned at him, knowing how right Pauliina
was. Misha shrugged. "I'm not controlling, I mean... Joni or the guys I
was previously with are allowed to live their own lives and stuff; I
don't make
rules to follow." He replied with slightly upset tone thinking she was
comparing him to the likes of Chris,
"Relax.
I am not judging you or anything. Some people are more
dominant and some people like it better when they have such a partner.
And I am
not talking about extreme relationships like what Chris did or the
Master-Slave
scene, just 'normal' relationships."
Misha
nodded, relaxing in his chair. "Well... I guess I can say
that I'm the dominant person in relationships," He sighed finally and
glanced at Joni who was still grinning at him before looking at
Pauliina.
"Yes
he is, he likes to be in control," Joni said and
took more serious expression. "Not the way Chris did though."
"What
about you Joni. Have you had a relationship before Chris?"
"Not
ones that I could count," Joni sighed. "Some fooling
around when I was younger and Misha was my first... There was one in
between,
but it was so short and odd and yeah... I can't count that either."
Pauliina
nodded. "Okay, that brings me to a topic we should
think about. What does Joni want in a relationship? From what I know,
you're a
very independent man, proud and self-confident, when you're in the
right
surroundings. But you never could find yourself in a healthy
relationship. Now,
your relationship with Misha starts to be a normal, healthy
relationship, but
still your past affects you and Misha."
Joni
glanced at Misha and then back at Pauliina nodding. "I do want
to go back to leading a normal life; I know that I can never ignore
what
happened with Chris though... But... " He took a pause, there were some
things he wondered about but had never found a correct way to address
and even
now.... He felt unsure.
"But
what? Joni, now is the time and place to discuss what think
about. I can help you and Misha is here to listen and help, too."
"Well...
It's difficult to say," again he hesitated and
glanced at Misha, perhaps this wasn't the place?
"Go
on, I want you to say what you're thinking and I can't read
your mind." Misha encouraged.
"Well,
sometimes I wonder about roles or such... And... I don't
know if I'm seen this... certain way? And it's okay... I mean... I...."
Joni began to plug the fabric of his jeans nervously.
"Do
you want to talk about it only with me first?" Pauliina
asked.
Misha
sighed. "I won't get mad or anything if you worry about that,
Joni." Misha said softly. "It can't be bad, right? I would like to
hear, but it's up to you." Joni again glanced at Misha.
"Well
it’s intimate... I do want to go back to... you know... but
sometimes I wonder if we could ever try it the other way...." Joni
blushed
slightly and Misha knew what he meant, blushing slightly as well.
"Oh..."
He coughed slightly. "Might I get some
water?" He asked hoarsely then.
Now
Pauliina was surprised, she poured the blond a glass of water and
gave it to him. "It is about who penetrates and who is penetrated?"
She looked at Misha, her brows furrowed and then it clicked. "Can I ask
you Joni, have you ever topped a man?"
Joni
was quiet for a moment and shook his head, feeling both embarrassed
and worried if Misha would indeed be mad that he had said it here. With
Chris
it had never been an option, though Joni had only realised later how
set Chris
really was on the certain roles that they played. Deep down this was
important
to him though, he wanted a long term relationship with Misha, but at
the same
time the idea that he would never be given the chance to even try
topping
didn’t sit well with him.
"And
you Misha, have you ever been topped?"
Did
they really have to talk about this with her? Misha wondered to
himself, trying to remain calm while crossing his hands over his lap,
tapping
his index fingers together. "No..." He finally murmured in a low
voice trying to process the whole idea in his head.
"Hmmm,
I feel you both are very uncomfortable with this topic here
and now. But it is good that Joni said it out loud. I think we have
quite some
time until this question becomes really important, but obviously Misha
needs
some time to think about it."
"Yeah,"
Misha nodded. It wasn't the first time someone had
suggested it to him, one of his exes had been really keen to try which
had
resulted into Misha breaking up with him and Ivo had laughed when
hearing his
reason. Now, when he glanced at Joni clearly seeing how worried the
younger man
was he sighed and reached for his hand. He wouldn't break up with Joni
because
he wanted to try something new, he just needed time to think about it
himself.
"You don't need to be nervous, okay?" He asked and Joni nodded still
silently worried if he had said it at the wrong time. "I want you to
talk
about everything that’s on your mind," Misha added as if
reading his
thoughts.
"Yes,
it is important. And people need time to get accustomed
to new ideas." She nodded. "Joni, did you talk to your father about
the prison story?"
Joni
sighed relaxing slightly once more. "I did, I said I don't
approve of it...." He shrugged. "Right now I try to think positive
again about it, but still... I worry, it's difficult not to stress out."
"It
is good. I thought that maybe we should have a session
together with him. Just one, but it may help him and you."
"Maybe...
" Joni wondered. "Dad is stressing too and that
is stressing me. I'm 20, I'm supposed to be an adult but right now it's
difficult to feel that way, dad keeps wanting to know where I am and if
he
can't reach me he gets all worried and shit..." Joni glanced at Misha
who
had a somewhat guilty expression because he knew he was acting the same
way.
"Okay,
talk with him about it and then we can find an
appointment." She nodded. "Then we also have to decide on the next
homework."
Misha
smiled slightly now, keen to know what it would be, deciding not to
think for now about the possibility of switching roles from time to
time, it
was definitely something that he would need time to progress properly.
Part of
him was surprised that he wasn’t freaking out about the idea
more like he
usually would have been; perhaps love really did change people? Anyway,
right
then Misha rather wanted to focus on the hope of getting some skin
contact with
Joni.
"Yes,
new homework," He nodded eyeing the woman and Joni
chuckled rolling his eyes, but getting back into the lighter mood that
he had
been in at the beginning of the session.
"You
both seem to have enjoyed the first homework and there doesn't
seem to be real discomfort. So I need your help to assign you a new
homework.
Would shirtless be okay?"
Joni
nodded at first while Misha was checking his reaction. "Maybe
if... I can touch Misha... just knowing it can only be that for now?"
He
suggested carefully.
"What
exactly do you mean? Touch his chest? Or touch him
completely, masturbating him?"
Joni
blushed. "Uhm... the latter.... But... I rather if... not me,
yet..." Misha wasn't sure how to respond to that, of course the idea
was
appealing but at the same time he knew he would want to touch Joni that
way as
well and...
"You
don't need to push yourself," Misha said quietly.
"I'm
not," Joni denied. "I think it would help if ... I
could do that and know it could be just that, on my terms... for
now...."
Pauliina
clapped her hands. "Then it is decided. Joni is allowed to
touch Misha wherever he and Misha wants. Misha's hands are bound above
the
waistline, therefore his mouth is allowed till the tummy while Joni's
is only
allowed at Misha's face." She looked first at Joni, then at Misha.
"Agreed?"
Misha
nodded and this time Joni was giving him an expectant look.
"Sure, if it is what Joni wants, then of course," he smiled at the
brunet who smiled back at him.
"Okay.
Don't overdo it boys." She laughed and got up.
"We'll see each other next week, same time, okay?"
Joni
nodded and got up with Misha actually looking forward to the
intimate time with Misha. "Sure next week," Misha agreed, grinning at
Joni who now seemed eager to leave and his mood brighter once more. He
was glad
that the woman was indeed starting to prove his prejudices wrong.
TBC.
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Web published: November 8th, 2011.
My Secret Shore
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